Flashback, my 18-year-old self rejected engineering scholarships to Japan or European countries with a reason that seems ambigous to me now, a reason I told myself that I cannot deal with non-livings, that I cannot talk with machines all day, lie I told myself that I am a people person, pushing me to pursue my current course.
Now that I am out of my comfort zones, out of my home, far from my family, I am learning myself day by day. How I cherish my me-time wandering in the mall, the many times I browse the airlines website, the fulfilling thoughts of losing myself in the city full of unknown people. That's me now.
Human and its complexity, how do I deal though?
Kita merancang, Allah pun ada perancangan untuk kita dan Allah lah sebaik-baik perancang.
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